I WAS JUST WONDERING
am I the only person who
sometimes just gets really comfy with
one hand or foot sticking out the
bed… but then pulls it back under
in case someone grabs it?
" It is fully improbable, but totally possible to be,so completely unaware of this spider web we weave called love"
— spysqueen
Silently I sit here alone happily, then torn and confused
Keeping all my feelings bottled up inside,
afraid to voice them for fear
of losing my one true love.
Loving someone with all you have
that you think is still loving someone else
“Conditional love” is what he asks from the start.
” If you ask me to make a choice our love will end!”
at that very moment my heart started to ache.
Maybe I shouldn’t have agreed
but I didn’t want his love to leave.
So we became friends, she and I
now I’m confused I thought this is what he wanted
but maybe our friendship is what keeps their love alive.
I suppose I will always suffer
or our love will wither and die.
Ive never stopped loving him through all these years
so I’m not sure how I could now
instead I promised him I always would.
I hold true to my word when it comes to love
So I will love him through all the pain, tears and heart ache
hoping to have his full and undivided love
maybe the day will still come
when I get to be fully loved
by the man who holds my heart and love
FOREVER…….
MAYBE……..
I don’t think my heart can take it anymore
I dont think at least I tried….





